Countdown to 2009

Haha! it been 2days since i update the blog...having some things to settle out outside and was caught with a high fever yesterday and thinking again, we had 2 new years in a matter of a week...what a day! not working for sure, having a battalion off day and will have a long weekend till 5th Jan...can't wait to see all the people outside there today while awaiting for a new era...new generation and new resolution...Goodbye 2008! Welcome 2009!

Happy New Year!

After all...today was a day for me to keep all by myself, just knowing that i had made the biggest sacrifices for the first time in my life...It all worthwhile that I'm doing all this for the sake of someone's happiness...Just pray to ALLAH that one day all my sacrifices that i had made will make me a better and happier man...Whatever it is, i just hope one day, that "someone" will open up her heart again...


Sempena 1 muharram ini, saya ingin mengucapkan kepada semua umat-umat islam...

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT TAHUN BARU! AMIN...

Hectic

"I'm starting to feel that i have lose the fight to get your love...i tried so hard to forget you but in fact, it was a big battle that i need to go through...I'm starting to feel worthless and dissapointed when just in a second, our 5years love shattered into pieces. I tried to accept fate but to be someone who never do anything wrong and just lose you, is too difficult to accept. I'm just clueless...Please! Please! bring me back to the right path and continue my life as per normal...I have enough of suffering for the past few years and it time for me to be happy for once in my life...Now Only GOD can open up your heart again..."
From Me To You...


The day was as usual, trying to occupy myself with activities...and to start the day, i went to bowl at Tampines SAFRA with my workmates...as usual i'm a bad bowler...In the afternoon, went out with my guys to Sim Lim and end up at Marina Square to meet their girlfriends...I tried to be as happy as possible but frankly speaking, my body was there but not my soul...The day end at FICO HUB where i was invited to join up with some guys to play a game of night soccer till 3am! You don't know how it feel to be in a sleeping soccer mood...Check out the photo they took at the Photo Memories Section...

The End Of Guard Duty...The Beginning Of A Long Weekend

Finally! Done! doing 3 times prowling of 2hrs shift around Selarang Camp was damn shit...lucky i had a partner in Fauzy to entertain...Try to imagine counting and writing the serial number to almost 20 lamppost in the middle of the morning...4am to be exact...Dah gelap nak mampus! Now, it time to have a good rest while uploading the photos of the trip to Henderson Waves...

Awaiting for afternoon to go out and relieve myself...For sure it had been a hard time for me...

Night Outing

Wau! Wau! Wau! it's been a full packing day for me! went straight to meet my friends after work and we walk around ORCHARD TOWN before going to the best scenery place, HENDERSON WAVES and end our day at KTM for a night supper...It been marvelous! thank guys 4 being there with me! appreciate it alot!

Now...9 more hours before the start of my guard duty...Gosh! i'm freaking shack...will update the photos i took after my guard duty on the 25th Dec...so FARHAN! wait for another day for the pics...

Hard To Swallow

I never been so restless in my life since the last time i felt, when my dad passed away...it's been so difficult for me on this last few days just to get over it. My life is hanging by the thread...i never had enough sleep...i never had proper foods...i never had a peace of mind...i tried to hold my tears as long as i possibly can just to feel that i have a life! but the actual fact is I'm suffering...I'm tired of this, i don't know when it will end....

I've been rejected and rejected by someone who love me for the past 5years and i don't even know what lead to this suffering...i just want an answer but sometimes even a word cant be force out from a person's mouth...i just want to end this once and forever, while making my way up again like last time...where happiness flow all over my blood and veins...this past 2years was the years to forget...i lost 2 of my love's one...and i don't want to loose another...

New Life New Beginning

Boredom lead to the birth of this blog...Today will be the start of the new LIFE new THOUGHT new FEELING...