Long Time Video!

This video was taken during my poly's life where i always chill around with my polymate...kinda funny to watch the video again! Miss all of them for sure! i wonder if i can make a reunion?? idea! idea!

Too Sad To Think

....18th May....The 24hrs of misery and memories...

Charcos

Sorry Bloggerz...too busy this few days to update my blog...but here a good update! people do love Foods! and I mean good foods...what i can say is that, I'm one of the specialist regarding Food Eating! I have a best place to recommend today...I remember the time when i went to Perth, Australia like 2 years ago...I was hooked with a restaurant called Charcos...I can guarantee you that the food's quality is beyond full marks

What foods do they served? Charcos Chicken! Portugese Chicken! Ribs! with Salads here and there....And after "Jalan-Jalan Cari Makan", I found them in Singapore! The one and only outlet..here the address

BLK 608 ANG MO KIO AVENUE 5
#01-2771 (NEXT TO ESSO)

4 more days...

Just 4 more days left before this memorable date...too much memories on this date! If only he's still here with us...for sure we will be celebrating his 60th birthday as a family...Miss him a lot! till now, his departure still linger around the family...the difficulties of handling all the stuffs he had done for the past years and the guidance that he had given to my brother and me...That is what i really missed...The love, The guidance and The Father figure...Miss you Dad... Miss you...

Hooked With Hasting!

Just love the song...hooked with it...haha! I'm loving it!

Blasted Weekend

Yesterday was a wonderful day spent with my long-time primary school friends...we have never met each other for almost 13years...That a long time i might say...they were my classmates and also my malay dance partners! haha! Yes people i was once in the malay dance club...We went to have our lunch at Swensen before heading to Esplanade to have a chit-chat session about our life for that 13 years long...Thank ladies! appreciate it alot! and by the way to you guys who read my blog, don't bother asking me for their numbers...They are booked! and i mean officially booked! dah tunang dah...haha!

Where to next? Singapore Flyer?

PS: The guy in the photo with me...his name is Azmey, Seri's fiance...friendly & nice guy! :D

Superb day!

Just a wonderful and spectacular day i had today...too tired to type...be back tomorrow to tell the story....Tomorrow is OFF DAY! Yahoooooooooo!

Happy News Behind All The Setback

Mas Selamat is captured! what a relieve to know that one of the hardest and "licik" terrorist is in custody yet again! Still remember the time where almost all army personals is been activated just to find him...only him! Finally all this has ended...what a good news for all Singaporean behind all the setback of economic downturn and the outbreak of H1N1...

Back to my life! Long weekend coming...will be free from saturday till monday, each and every dates is been planned with activities with family and friends...this is where Friends come in...haha! come on all u friends! let enjoy the weekend and i have just the right song for this...Enjoy!


MARILAH KEMARI -

Temperature

For the fact that Swine Flu Bonanza is all around the world news...Getting from Yellow Sector to Orange Sector, i have to stick myself with a digital thermometer and also a temperature list for me to write down my temperature twice a day...Fail to do so?? 3 extra duty...i guess they are really taking this seriously...This make me want to read and understand more about this Swine Flu...this is some of my research....

Swine Flu

So let play a part & pray that the Flu will go down to Yellow Sector and eventually to Green Sector!

P.S: Can't wait for the long weekend!

THT!

Today the first day at work after a very long weekend (not long at all!)...kinda expecting to be so kecohrable with everything not at place and etc...etc...but yet i just need to endure a couple of hours before going for my THT (Technical Handling Test) and that means getting to go back home earlier...Poof! by 3pm, we finished the test and head straight to Tampines Mall to find a thermometer and due to the outbreak of Swine Flu influenza, all the pharmacy and shops is running out of thermometer...Yes People! Thermometer is a hot item now...This item is so hot that it's left me with a much more hot angry manner to find one of this species...And for the info, the current status of this outbreak in Singapore is ORANGE sector...that mean we will have a mass temperature taking for each and every morning! haha...Swine...Swine...Such a Swine!

Hanya Ingin Kau Tahu

Will update from today onwards...it already 1am and today is officially a public holiday for all Singaporean...Just update some sections of my blog and decided to put this song to my blog after listening to it...It really touch me and bring back the old memories...I don't know why as time flies i do forget about her but in return there is time i will just feel sad and lonely...that the worst ever feeling to go through with...Listening to the lyrics of the song is enough for me to know it just a dream that will never be true...but i just want her to know...

Back Afte A Month Absence...

OK! here i go again...thank to Farhan that i started to blog again...haha! being a month since i last updated my blog...what to do? to busy with the outside world till i had no time to update my cyber world...Will do it now or never...Be back tomorrow with more updates abt me, myself and friends...Nitez!

Ferguson? Mourinho?

CLASH OF THE TITAN
UEFA CHAMPIONS LEAGUE
INTER MILAN VS MANCHESTER UNITED
STADIO SAN SIRO


CRISTIANO RONALDO ZLATAN IBRAHIMOVIC
RIO FERDINAND MARCO MATERAZZI
MICHAEL CARRICK ESTEBAN CAMBIASSO
WAYNE ROONEY ADRIANO
PATRICE EVRA LUIS MAICON
PAUL SCHOLES SULLEY MUNTARI
DIMITAR BERBATOV JAVIER ZANETTI
EDWIN VAN DER SAR JULIO CESAR

WHO WILL WIN THE BATTLE?
WHO WILL BE VICTORIOUS?
WILL THE KING OF ITALY CONQUER AGAIN?
OR WILL THE CHAMPION REVENGE?

Teacher? Cikgu? HaHa!

Happy Valentine Day to each and every lovebirds out there...But do you guys actually know when and what is actually Valentine Day?...I guess after listening to the "Kutbah" during Friday Prayer yesterday, i decide to research more about Valentine Day and this is the link that i had found...

History Of Valentine Day

Back to today activity, it was my first lecturing at BMC Academy Ang Mo Kio and what i can said is that I'm proud and happy to get a bunch of dedicated students that willing to learn...they really gave me a moral boost to even teach them and this students had made me think and eagerly await for the next week class...In total there is 6 students and exactly 3 guys & 3 ladies...Proud to teach them and will do anything in my will to bring success to them...the funny part is when they called me "teacher"! i still trying to adapt to someone calling me teacher...haha!

Next! Congratulations Kuz...Finally, she's engaged and the wedding will be in 1 to 2 years time...there goes another cousin to a new life as a family woman...haha! the whole ceremony, i just can't stop smiling to her cause in fact, i'm still self shock that she is engaged! Finally now, i'm back home and tomorrow will be my resting day, i want to sleep as long as i want with no disturbance...it been a long time since i had a good sleep and will grab every chances that i have in my way...toodles guyz! once again Happy Valentine Day to everyone and to her with her new boyfriend...

Tembam!

Having a good chat yesterday with that new friend of mine...we have a good chat! i mean a very good memorable chatting session...the funny part is, when she called me "Tembam 1" and i don't know why she regards herself as tembam too so i called her as "Tembam 2", haha! but frankly speaking, this friend of mine is so beautiful both the inside of her heart and the outside that she left me confused declaring herself as tembam...By the way my friend, like what you say...be happy with who you are cause being comfortable is being yourself...We went throught that bad love story at the same time which lead to both of us supporting each other just to stay strong! but I know, she do really love her EX...I just hope her EX will opened up his heart again for her, To whoever this stupid guy is! Are you blind??? What else do you want??? Gosh! Stay Strong Tembam 2...so lead your life.... :D

Back today, tired! non-stop working...but after all we do have fun together again playing soccer and this time it the whole workshop including my superiors...and I will like to take this opportunity to congratulate Master Sergeant Zulkarnain for being selected to go for the Warrant Officer Course...Walauwe! Money come alot lah...haha!

Engagement Day?

Fatigue! just too tired at work...work here & work there non-stop...my body start to ache, getting bad cough and flu...it's just so irritating that even my body is asking for a rest...Pack of stuff to plan out for the whole of 2009! need to juggle with 3 jobs and also need to find time to enjoy and relax myself...since 2007 till now I've been through hardship and disappointment with the loss of my two great pillars...so far my plan all went well and hope to keep up the good work that I've been doing...

The shocking news came in just now when I just reach home!

"Remy, saturday free tak?"

"Ada apa mak? Saturday ada ajar lecture"

"Dilah tunang this saturday"

"Serious?? Ha!Ha!Ha!"

A shock of my life, no news nothing and walah! my cuzzin is getting engaged! for sure I'll come! It a new life and beginning for her and wish her all the best in her engagement...Look like the list of cousins getting engaged/married is looking good as how i predicted...Next? Abang Akram...haha!

5 Saves...4 Goals...1 Concede

Another post for today...Sleep late around 4am and was force to woke up as early as 7am by the sound of my ringing handphone and 25 missed calls! Yes guys, I repeats myself! 25 missed calls by my friend, Aliff Misai...just because he was scared that I will never turn up for the match at Changkat Changi Secondary School...Information for every weekend soccer enthusiast out there! Don't! Don't ever book the soccer field at CCSS! I mean it, just listen and you will never ever regret...but we do proceed on with the match and eventually my team won by 4-1...impressive i guess...The highlight of the day, for sure the sending off! Just because the slip of the tongue shouting "F*** u lah Ref!", Faz was send out for an early bath...Faz! Faz! next time chill, we are leading the game for God sake!

Overall, a good gathering for us and a good game to conclude the event! Now I'm really shack from neck down...cut and bruises on my hands and legs, thank to the hard ground....I guess I need a good afternoon nap to recover and await the nightfall...Gd Sleepy Afternoon Everyone! and by the way, anybody out there want to be my Valentine in 6 days time??? HaHa! Just Kidding!

Awesome!

The karaoke session was awesome...Me and my peeps have a long 2hrs of sing along, even we don't know that time flies very fast...Malay songs...English songs and lot more...after the so called "Singapore Idol Audition", we went for a dinner together before heading to Arab Street to meet the rest of the guys...and again we went ahead to another place to sit down and chat, frankly speaking I hate the place but the decision is already against me...Esplanade...haha! too much YP there...i mean too much...just hate those kind of place...i don't know why and please don't ask me why...Have a lepaking session for around 3hrs and there we go again to another place, Simpang Bedok, to have our night supper...haha! supper at 1am? order my all time favourite mouth-watering sweet dessert, the one and only Banana Honey Prata...The best thing with that place is the broadcasting of live football matches! Chelsea draw with Hull City, Gosh! Scolari! just pack your bag and Go! Man Utd all the way!
















I saw this one small girl and she really look the same with Nurisya Namirah...I just put a smile on my face and for once i start to think about all the loving family members that I known...Bluff to say if I don't think about them and I really do miss my 3 year old little girl, Nurisya Namirah...I really do!

Hope she will grow up to be someone special!

The Most Lepak Day

Yesterday! came late for work and never been scolded even by my superiors...haha! the whole day LEPAKING at the MAN 5 TON parking lots fixing easy spares like bulbs and reflector...Just too excited for the evening event...When the clock struck 6pm! Wuhooo! Everybody rush to change and head to Bedok Reservoir Street Soccer and have a lot of fun playing together as a campmates...We really bond together this few months and it a good sign for us as a workshop so that we can work hand in hand...work hard together and have fun together! haha! For tomorrow event! Promise Farhan...Fitrah & Co to bring them for a karaoke session...and that is where we will be heading to tomorrow...have fun singing and have a good weekend...tomorrow will be a blast!

PS: To you! thank you for spending your time for me! listening to my craps and jokes till late night! But the most important part is when you give a lending ear for me to tell the suffering and hardship that i'm going through right now! I'm so lucky to meet you as a friend and hopefully we will be friend forever...will pray for you and your relationship to be strong & loving again...cause i don't want any of my friend to go through what i have been through...Those days still linger in my mind and only time will tell...To all my loving couples friends! Treasure your loved ones cause you never know tomorrow will be your last...

Finally End!

Haha! The audit went good! none of my MAN 5 TON fail the audit...so lucky but satisfied after all the hardwork and overtime we had put in...so tomorrow we will have fun together and enjoy the weekend...having a busy weekend this week, for sure i'm a bit nervous for my first teaching as a lecturer...about the students?? hope all of them are attentive! haha! I'm happy...being a long time since i feel this way after that bad incident...i feel the sastifaction now! FEBUARY will be just fine and can't wait for MARCH...haha! getting older i guess...well! wanna go out now and enjoy my night after the achievement! see you guys...

Far Away...

I will not be posting new updates for this upcoming few weeks...being busy and always busy! got to prepare for an audit at camp...prepare for EX HIGHNOON...and blah! blah! blah!...it's so busy that i don't even care what is happening around me...Have a great time 30min ago! went for a karaoke session with my peeps...they really help me alot to forget my past, thank peeps! haha! but the best news is yet to come!

The news was...I was invited to be a weekend lecturer at BMC ACADEMY...wuhoo! Good pay for a weekend job and a stepping stone for me on my teaching path...Thank you so much! Thank you for believing in me! Everything happened for a reason, and i think all my hardship that i go through for this few months really show that if you are truthful to yourself, you will be granted with best wishes! Ini semua HIKMAH yang diberi oleh tuhan...tuhan akan selalu menjaga orang yang tidak bersalah and jujur pada dirinya sendiri...alhamdullilah!

Gong Xi Fa Cai

I was sick since Sunday night...eating panadol, playing sudoku and turning around all night at my bed...the cough is killing me! haha! Monday! Happy Chinese New Year to everyone! and in return happy reunion of my families...We went for a picnic at East Coast Park and it's jammed pack with people of different characters and sizes...Spend the whole 2 days at my aunt's home and it is a splendid days talking about the future of all my cousins...but when it came to me, it's all about marriage! I guess they have really accept Nurulhuda as part of their family but they still don't know the real hard time that I'm going through now...but stay strong and don't show any weakness in front of them...The only reason that i gave was give more time, but i guess the time will never even come at all in the first place...I have a plan and will stick to it! Just pray hard that it'll be a successful journey for me and for the long period of time, I'll put love relationship aside and focus on myself...Tomorrow will be back in the green cameo coverall and the blue toolbox! Start working as usual...

Wonderful Weekz

woo! it been almost a week since i last post an entry...a lot to talk and a lot to see...been a wonderful week for me even though works have been piling up like mad! spend most of my incredible time with my friends and got to know even more new friends in return...look like my circle of friends is getting bigger and bigger! great! having a CNY celebration last friday and it all turn well...what a good plan out that everything went smoothly...from oranges to paper bags to booking of movie tickets! i'm proud of myself actually...but this hectic workplan didnt stop me from spending my valuable time for my friends and family which i miss so much for the past 5years...they have been so supportive to me and i know i'm going to be even much stronger and clever in thinking...

Today, i went to my late dad's grave...it been 14months since he left us, and the lost of him still linger and affect the way of our life...I made a mistake of my life and i cried! if only I do listen to him in the first place, i wouldn't be regretting the way i am right now...but life have to move on and there so many interesting things to look forward in my future...i have promise myself to think abt me and only me! upgrade myself! be a much more better man! so oneday that person will know he/she had made the biggest mistake of his/her life! and i bet he/she will...!

Monday Blueeee....

What a pathetic day! woke up and have that dizziness all around me...but force myself through to work and BANG! More works...more & more works...gosh! i don't know when it gonna stop! in total i have to inspect almost 15 Man 5Ton Truck...I have another 15 more to go...Haiz! quite busy for this few days, but it a good sign cause i will be occupying myself with tons of work and outing...that the way to start my new life and hopefully i can go through all this safely and happily...Only god knows how i feel right now but i know he will help me...He will help me for my own good...

PS: what will i do after my NS? that what i had been thinking for the past few days...to go to NTU
or NIE? only time will tell...

Work & Work

Morning weekend have to wake up to go to work...the first time ever i had to work during my weekend at camp but overall it was a fun and fast way of jobs...no disturbance and silence around the camp...The day before had an hectic day going to Simpang Bedok for dinner with campmate before heading to Pasir Ris Beach just to sit down and relax...Today we as a family celebrate my elder kuzzin 25th birthday! by the way Abang Akram, i wish that you will get marry sooner than later...haha! was a fun day spent with all my blood-related loving family members...we even had a cake fight where the old and the young just smash the cake at one another...as always, i was the worst one! haha! today was a very meaningful day for me to know that whatever happened in life, we should always remember that our family members will always be by our side throught thick and thin...i am deeply appreciated myself to be born in this family of fun and laughter...

Rendezvous Hotel

After work today, went straight to Rendezvous Hotel with Suhaimi to meet up with Farhan & Aishah for a dinner at a so beautiful high class Turkish Restaurant...The service was tip-top! i dont know why all the three of them is craving for turkish pizza, but it smell good thou...As usual i will be ordering something different, the dish was called "Balik Tika", a mix seafood dish with pasta...100% SUPERB! haha! it worth every penny! Have a great day today with friends...and i just hope that i can do this all day...sorry! there no photos to showcase cause i wasn't with my baby today...

P.S: Taking my time step by step....

Time To Be Alone!

Will update the blog sooner...Having a hard time outside to suit the new environment around me!

Mishap!

Yesterday was my company family day.....where all the family of the army around my formation gathered to have fun...i was in a very good mood, trying to forget all that have happened to me for the past few days...but it all change totally! i just stop laughing, i never eat, i went totally silent...Only God knows why i suddenly have that sudden change of feeling and emotion...God gave me the answer that i had always been waiting for, maybe behind all the suffering that he test me...he still give me strength and the truths to carry on...For the whole night, i been giving a fake smile but deep down me, i do feel sad...hurt...dissapointed...i guess, this is life!

God...Please close my heart for her and let me carry on my life as per normal! Show me that i am someone special than what i am today...show me that i deserved to be love by someone who will appreciate me and tolerate my behaviour....i know she is somewhere out there, and i will wait...Behind all this mishap, i do hope that i will always have a good heart to continue feeding my family...

It's been 4 days

96hours of despair but maybe it's all worthwhile...it's been 4days since i last contact her and i don't even know whether i will be contacting her ever again...it's a hard time for me but life have to move on, after a good advices from someone who i really respected...i have decided to leave her alone and let her fly for her freedom...maybe the time have come after 5 long years of relationship that i have to accept the fact that we are not meant for each other...it's so difficult to handle that till now i never even had a good sleep for even one day, maybe what people say is true! if you really do love someone then let her go and see her happy cause watching the smile from someone you ever loved will surely bring the happiness deep in your heart...After a long 60 months of relationship, all i have to say now is thank you so much for giving me the happiness and support which i'll always cherish....and good bye...

To who she is,
It is my fault that we had the fight when we just shared our happiness and laughter together in the earlier part of the day, once again from the bottom of my heart...i'm deeply sorry! You will always be in my heart and will always be remembered by me...best of luck for your future and i'll pray for your success....have a good life out there and hopefully you will find the guy who will love you more than i do! Good Bye Nurulhuda Binte Jamil....this is a once in a life time journey that i shared with you and will always be remembered by me for the rest of my life...I LOVE YOU & WILL ALWAYS DO!

HAIZ!

It all went wrong for me in this year 2009...almost all my resolution gone in a split seconds...i hate my life! really! i hate my life......

2009! More Stories & Excitement!

2 days after New Year...ha ha! the YEAR OF ORD! wuhuuuuuu!

Resolution

* To be the better sole bread winner of my family
* To be someone special to anyone
* To wait for 18th MAY for love
* To wait for 25th OCT for freedom
* To enroll for NATIONAL INSTITUTE OF EDUCATION
* To loved & be loved especially NURULHUDA BINTE JAMIL...

Having my leave today to follow my brother to his new found school...haha! not to be the kepo of the day by following him but to seek for help from the management in financial way...whatever happened! if you got the chance to grab the help...grab it! cause you deserved it!