I never been so restless in my life since the last time i felt, when my dad passed away...it's been so difficult for me on this last few days just to get over it. My life is hanging by the thread...i never had enough sleep...i never had proper foods...i never had a peace of mind...i tried to hold my tears as long as i possibly can just to feel that i have a life! but the actual fact is I'm suffering...I'm tired of this, i don't know when it will end....
I've been rejected and rejected by someone who love me for the past 5years and i don't even know what lead to this suffering...i just want an answer but sometimes even a word cant be force out from a person's mouth...i just want to end this once and forever, while making my way up again like last time...where happiness flow all over my blood and veins...this past 2years was the years to forget...i lost 2 of my love's one...and i don't want to loose another...
