It's been 4 days

96hours of despair but maybe it's all worthwhile...it's been 4days since i last contact her and i don't even know whether i will be contacting her ever again...it's a hard time for me but life have to move on, after a good advices from someone who i really respected...i have decided to leave her alone and let her fly for her freedom...maybe the time have come after 5 long years of relationship that i have to accept the fact that we are not meant for each other...it's so difficult to handle that till now i never even had a good sleep for even one day, maybe what people say is true! if you really do love someone then let her go and see her happy cause watching the smile from someone you ever loved will surely bring the happiness deep in your heart...After a long 60 months of relationship, all i have to say now is thank you so much for giving me the happiness and support which i'll always cherish....and good bye...

To who she is,
It is my fault that we had the fight when we just shared our happiness and laughter together in the earlier part of the day, once again from the bottom of my heart...i'm deeply sorry! You will always be in my heart and will always be remembered by me...best of luck for your future and i'll pray for your success....have a good life out there and hopefully you will find the guy who will love you more than i do! Good Bye Nurulhuda Binte Jamil....this is a once in a life time journey that i shared with you and will always be remembered by me for the rest of my life...I LOVE YOU & WILL ALWAYS DO!